If I knew then what I know now, I never would have let Michael answer that phone, and if he hadn't kissed me like he was going to, I would have kissed him. It might not have been any good between us but at least then we would have found that out. When I left Vegas, because I would have had to go with or without him, I would have apologized like hell but told him not to stress so much over everything. And if he had died anyway, I would have shown up for his damn funeral.
If I knew then what I know now, I never would have gotten seriously involved with Josh until I was sure it was really over with Greg. And it would have stayed truly over with Greg. I wouldn't have had sex with him at his apartment, or at that cheap hotel, or anywhere else we've done it. I wouldn't have waffled between the two of them. I would have devoted myself to the man that's always supported me, and I would be his fiancee, hell by now I might even be his wife. But we would go on and live the life we want to live and be happy.
Josh wouldn't be frustrated at how I always have somewhere else to be. Greg would be happy with James. Maybe he wouldn't have run, if I knew then what I know now.
But I didn't. And this is what happened.
Muse: Brittany Cole
Fandom: House, M.D.
Word Count: 296